why cant i just relax?

examing!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!
i hate exam! but i hav to face it every year~
oh no~ study study n study~ no other else?
arh! wanna be crazy already~
some time i quite envy about the student that can relax~ even though examing... they also can chat along and even didn't touch their book once~
oh~ they got no feeling with their result~
but why~ i cant?
every time exam~ i study study and study~!
even i study~ but the result also didn't make me happy~
now still studying~ ohohoh~~~ almost 12am already~
wanna die~
and wanna cry too~
some time reli feel tired~
PA1&2, micro, macro, tamadun dunia, sj malaysia, sj asia, tamadun islam, PP1 & 2...
even muet~ arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kill me bar~

taekwondo~

taekwondo?

i play taekwondo almost 4 years~

get my black belt~ be a president of taekwondo too~

every people asked me~ why u want to play taekwondo~ that was not suitable for a girl~

but i dun think so~ who said girls cannot play taekwondo~? who said girls that play taekwondo consider as rude? which law state that girls cant play taekwondo?

well~ at first~ my parent also dun let me to play~ tehy also think like that~ taekwondo was rude~ taekwondo will injured~ but now~ they allow me to play taekwondo~ i think they noe~ how happy i am when i get my medals~ even through i was injured~ i will show my medal for them when i finished a competition~ before i start to play taekwondo~ my dad said me will stop on the half way~ but i did what i want in taekwondo~ i get my blackbelt~ i get my medals~

1st year i take part in the competition was 2005. that time dunno is too nervous or what~ 1st round already lose~ but i get bronze too~ i din feel pround of the bronze medal~ because i din win~

well... the 2nd year i told myself i cant lose~ well i did it^^

and now i get 3 gold medals~

this year~ i went to kl for Remaja Kebangsaan~ well~ as normal~ 1st time~ i lose~ my senior laughing at me~ i dun lik that~ well... i will train more~ i want to kick ppl and not giv ppl kick~ XD

i will do it~

going to organise a dinner for taekwondo next year ~ well~ hopefully i can done it well^^ peace~~^^

sick~~~~

today~ i'm sick~ :(
fever~ headache~ flu~ all come in the same time~
made me cant concentrate when teacher teaching~ even graph also cant draw well~
aiz~ pity me today~ from 1.30 pm sleep until 6.30pm... :P
arh~ fever~ what also cannot eat~ Mc donald... my favourite~ also 'burn' already~
my mum still cooked some hotdog~ arh!!!! crazy when saw all the food put in front of me~
i dun lik to eat medicine~ but have to eat it today~
it's reli taste bad~ yiak!!!!!!!
hmm.... got any medicine taste sweet? :(
i dont want medicine any more.... :'( erer...er...

medicine.... i dun want but have to eat too~:(

arh~ hotdog? no~ cannot eat... :(

sexy? cute? ugly?

how to differentiate sexy, cute n ugly?
hmm... my friend alway said me sexy~ isn't a singlet and a mini skirt already consider as sexy? but i dun think so~ i dun think i'm sexy~ but~ dunno why~ many guy asked for 1 nite stand... ^$^%#^%&^
eh eh~ i'm not that such gal~ can simply ML with any guy~ please respect me ok?
many people called me to change my style~ hmm~ is there any problem with my style? i like my style now... so why should i change? should i follow their suggestion~ or just follow my feel? well... for now... i still following my feel~:P
cute~ aiya~ tis more not suitable for me~ maybe i quite childish~ :P a bit only... but i'm not cute~ cute is for kids~ not for me~ i passed my birthday~ i'm 18 already...:P
ugly~ ehez~ yes~ tis maybe suitable for me~ ahaha~ well.... there are some different before and after i make up too~ but~ cannot consider as sexy~ cute or pretty and other else.... too many pretty gal in tis world even in malaysia only~ but not included me^^
so~ wat do u think about me? hehez~ maybe u can just left some comment here~^^ so that i can noe~ how was my image in ur heart^^ peace~~~





ugly? yes... i'm~
cute( i dun think so~)

sexy?
i dun think so too~

happy birthday to our teacher~

arha~ today 16.10.08~

my class teacher birthday^^

well.... today we had celebrated birthday with her~

she is a cute teacher^^ even though all of our teacher complaim about our class noisy~ did not respect teacher n other to her (my class very active... specially month... :P) ~ but as she said~ she was very proud of this class~ wow... i nearly wanna cry that day~ luckily can tahan~ :P

hehez~ today we bought a cake... and 100 of roses~ wow~ very nice~ i go to take the roses from market in the early of the morning... that was about 7am~ i never hold such big and beautiful flowers before... because no people giv me flowers? haha~ too ugly~ no people want me...XD

well... when teacher reach to our class... she was surpise~ sure la... whole class celebrate birthday with her wor~ dun play play arh~ got flowers some more... kaka... eleh.... but all of us brankrap~ haha~ 1 ppl already rm10~ wow~ but nevermind.... we did not care about that... that just some thing that we can do for our teacher... rite?^^

english not very good.... ahaha... hope u all can understand wat i had wrote... and finally happy birthday to teacher~ wish u happy alway~ peace...^^

happy birthday to teacher~~^^

wow~ teacher look very happy huh~

cake~~ my birthday also no cake er~

oh no~ teacher wanna cry already~~ XD

arhha~ flower for teacher~ 100 roses~ 1st time hold 100 roses~ :P

你

爱你不需要理由~
恨你却因为爱你~
可是~那么狠心伤害我的你~
还值得我浪费力气去恨你吗？
不值得~
而我~也会让时间把你从我的记忆中带走~
或许我会恨你，
可是我想谢谢你~
因为没有你的伤害~
将来的我不可能会遇上我的真命天子~
我那矛盾的心情~
没人会了解~
包括你~
而你也不需要去了解~
因为你将会在我的记忆中消失得无影无踪~
我不会后悔曾经与你在一起~
因为我将会活得比你更好~
从今以后~
我再也不会为你掉下一颗眼泪~